Monday, February 22, 2010

Only one chance /// Feb 22nd 2010


This Blog was partially written from my blackberry and partially at home on my laptop.

I Have just found out the value life can have. I'm typing on my blackberry for i have been in an accident. I'm alright, i'm not badly injured. I thank God that nothing major happened to me. My back and my neck both hurt, i've must have injured my bones or something.

The interstate can be really dangerous though one never really knows. It was around 5:00 AM when it happened. I was on my way to school from my grandmas. I woke up at 4:00 AM for i wold have to drive 2 hours in order to make it to my 7 am class, which is mechanics of materials. I had decided to stay the previous night, for i wanted to spend some time with my cousin. We out, i saw on my side view that another car had lost control too and came towards me. I stepped out of the car as fast as a could and i ran as far as i could. The car collided against mine on the back, my trunk: completely destroyed.

I walked out of the side road onto the rocks and grass there and i was shaking big time, partially from the cold, it must have been around 27 degrees, and the nerves of being in an accident. i realized there were people coming out of the car that hit me and i ran to see if they needed any help. fortunately they were all alright. It was insurance time. We both pulled out our insurance things and called them. it took mine about an hour to get there, while the other guy's never got there.


From my computer:

Later on while fixing damages and what they covered or not, i decided to call grandma and see if she could help me with anything. She moved her contacts and they took me back to her house so that my car could be taken to a shop and i, driven to the hospital. I was right i had a minor injury on the neck for i have to be using the little neck thingy on it for two weeks( it's gonna be so uncomfortable later on).


Its really weird when you think you are going to die you think of a lot of stuff on those seconds, and they seem like eternity. I thought of my family, my friends, what would happen, a little "Oh Shit" and i also thought of you.


There's things that are within my mind that i would like to say to you. i just don't know how. I like the you when you're drowsy. It makes me happy, all you say while you are in that state. Did you know, everything you say while you're drowsy or asleep it's truly meant, it has more significance within you, for it is not a lie.

I dunno what sort of spell it is that you have over me, over my mind, over my actions. just as when you give chord to a tiny dancer on a melody box, i keep going everytime you turn the dial one more time. The accident made me realize I've got only one single chance at everything, i need to take every opportunity i have.

but anyway, i shouldn't say much.

I'm really tired and i think i should go to bed. I'm beginning to feel very drowsy
i may say thing i shouldn't.

Btw i realized i can type with my eyes closed. ^^

Good night everyone

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